What happened to me. Yes, i need to do some explanation to myself.

Me   Inner ME

What in the history of lazy ass happened to you?

You know, all those stuff that i think i don't have the necessity to write it on the blog

Oh, which one of them are necessary?

Well, you know, those philosophy upon the pillow.

Which you forgot right after you fell asleep?

Yes, I have a bad memory. Hey, you think maybe there is a possibility that the scientist invented a human memory card or thumb-drive? 

You gotta admit you have bad memories.

Ok, but sometimes i do remember stuff.

You know, as your inner you, i think that you better don't review that "stuff".

Good point.

So, Let's recall what have been forgotten or purposely left out for 7 and a half months.

First, I am now a Form 5 or Senior 2 students, facing a interstate examination call the secondary education certificate a.k.a SPM. 

Majoring science other than commerce.

Because i don't like that.

Nor does science. 

Not very much and it took me half a year to realize.

Ever think of literate arts?

Not even sure if language is my strength, i felt stupid even when i was writing Mandarin essay, and my English is almost half of bucket of water.

Depends on how you see it, say, half empty or half full?

Fine enough to survive i guess.

Bad thinking. 

Any alternatives? So, i am mainly heading arts and design. 

Not a great idea for such realistic world.

Better than nothing right?

Unknowingly sent into a room where my juniors (Junior 3s to be exact.) 

Unknowingly became as their leader, a semi-voluntary position to get them well behave at hostel.

Unknowingly? You knew the truth,

Oh, hell, too long to say about it.

Let me summarize then, Warden A thought it is a good idea to send a group of science students to the floor i mentioned and Warden B let us aid him for managing the place. Later Warden B left to start up his counseling career, and graduates whose waiting for their university to start replace the spot. 

And all those juniors, no, devils have no discipline at all. No even a single respect. They thought "讲理不讲礼", in other words, reason speak louder that respects.

You know, if you let me, I'm gonna punch then in the skull.

You know you don't have the strength to do violence, hence, it'll be any side faults. 

I hate it when i am too considerate.

Fuck me, right?

Take that as rationality. It's always better than shell head.

Sometimes i wish i have debating skills like those in the western TV shows.

No use, they'll be mixing stone-age swears which won't evolve in a few generations.

Today generations......Sigh

Aren't you part of them?

Warden graduates did a great job, but forced to leave due to their university. A few of new warden came, doesn't really matter, we put down the position anyway, SPM, DUH.

But thanks to that, you got into the Hostel Self-Management Committee. 

We're forced. All leaders has to, since the dark ages of the committee, it has been trying to turn into a new tree. Trying, i repeat.

Many activities had been held successfully, wasn't it?

Ya, meet many new friends, good old society gratitude verse, never change.

Not to mention you've been doing the same job in every event. Except the first one.

Yes, photographer at first and design and publicity team till the current event.

Ain't bad right? I mean, administrative work never suit you.

Thanks to my non-decisive personality.

Not true, i am decisive in some place.

I know, drawing and other things that related to camera.

Speaking of society, i hasn't switch my societies for some time, achievement unlocked!

I'm not that kinda guy who often switch societies, you'll learn nothing by that.

I'm sure you have some new position in my societies now.

Yeah, leader of the general affairs in the athletic club.

Great! Wait, what does that do?

Well, if your club need something, you go out and buy it.

You're in a ATHLETIC club, running men club, what do you buy? Javelins?

That's the great part! Nothing to do actually.

Fun~~~~~right~~~~~good luck on changing that.

Okay, i'll try.

What about photography society?

I'm one of the 3 musketeers in the society.

Cool, wait, what?

The only 3 non-committee Form 5 members in the club, joining the force as a mutual friends of the presidents, pissing off the junior committees for no reasons as our photographing skills are above average, becoming the clowns of the club, with our jokes and weird actions. 

Wow~very strong team, so not proud of you.

Our only weakness is member absence. If anyone of us absent, we are weak as our bonds creates an incredible force of nonsense. 

'Kay, if you're happy, i'm happy.